I never dreamed to say this but it’s true, specially when it come to love and to the person that you love so dearly. So before you continue reading this article, I would like to ask you a single question,
"have you had someone in your life. at least a person that you love
even though still one way (i mean you love that person but he/she
doesn't know that you have the feeling."
I am sure you already have. No one would survive to stay alive long without loving someone 🙂 it’s a bullshit words to say but it’s true isn’t it. For real example: a mother, she will struggle to do all she can just to watch his son grow up well no matter what she has to pay for it. a boyfriend who will take a bullet when someone is going to shoot his lover.
Well here is my confession to the one i love now and i wish it will last forever. Your Happiness is My Happiness. I might be younger but in the name of love, my love, my feeling, my emotion – I DO mean it when i say the words. That’s what i doctrine to my self. So which is why i promise my self that i would do my best to make you happy.
I am surely believe that it is what all lover in this world would say and would do to the one they love. I my self believe that when i do this i believe my lover would do the same for me too. Coz it means that we mean to each other, we destiny to be together.
I am sure you do, my love. Coz that’s what i feel so far. You always cherish me, chear me up when i am sad, touch me with your words when i feel needed. The promise you’ll always be mine and i to you. I LOVE YOU, HUN.
“I WILL CHERISH EVERY LITTLE THINGS WE EVER HAD FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE”
We’ve been in this relationship for months now. I am glad that god sent you to me. I hope that you feel me the way i feel about you. Since the first night we met, you already knew how i feel about you. and each time i open my facebook i always saw you on the notification state that you’ve been liking, commenting or sending me some message on my inbox. And you know what, hun? I am used to it. So whenever i open my facebook account and i didn’t saw yours on my notification, then all of a sudden i will feel empty. Feels like something missing, something that i long to meet, something that i could never over with.
You always know how to win my heart. Always know how to cheer me up when i am a bit sad, Tease me up when i am a bit horny about you, always know how to make me miss you. Oh god, I am used to this feeling.
I used to wonder about your feelings toward me but you’ve explained it to me. I am glad for that. i am so grateful to god for letting me and you meet. I know what you wish for, and actually that’s also what i wish for. but it must wait. After all, i still believe in this kind of sentence “Everything will be good when it comes in the right time”. So just be patients. Coz tell you what, Once we fulfill our wish, i am afraid you’re not gonna let me go Or maybe it’s me who will never gonna let you go. So what do you think about that? :O
Since the first night we meet, i’ve promised to my self to never fool around even just for flirting. Whenever someone hit on me. I will say it straightly that i already has someone. You know why? because i don’t want something happened. I still believe with the wise people say that,,, Criminal happened not only because the person is bad, but also it because there is a chance. That’s why i don’t want to build a chance to betray you or my feelings toward you. I am sure you are already did it for my sake… Ups i mean for our love sake.
I love you, Hun! I love you, I love you, I love you. I am used to say this to you. I want you to know how much i love you. How much i adore you, How much i worship you. You maybe far from my eyes but you always here in my mind and my heart. As you promised me.
You are with me when i am sleeping, taking a bath, having breakfast, lunch and dinner, when i am lonely, when i am afraid to decide or to do something, and now i forget when the last time i am without you. Coz you are always there. I LOVE YOU HUN. Please don’t get bored or tired of me.
This song is Spanish song i just learn the translation in English but oh god,,, it so beautiful the rhyme, the way how the singer “Jencarle Canela Deliver the song… Oh God,,, In my mind. It sounds like you wanna say to me when the time we meet and then i have to leave again back to my country then you will sing this song… 🙂
I know i am dreaming but it’s you on it so let me be, Don’t wake me.
Well here are the song,,,, The lyrics and The meaning are under the video.
Jencarlos Canela – Amor Quedate / Love Please Stay
The Lyrics:
Jencarlos Canela - Amor Quedate lyrics
No quiero que te vayas
Aun la noche es larga
Cada momento nuestro
Quisiera detenerlo, en esta cama
Que largas son las horas
Cuando tu te demoras
Me vuelvo loco
Esperarte me mata
Amor quedate, quedate
Quiero mas de tus besos
Necesito tu cuerpo
Hasme el amor matame de placer
Amor quedate, quedate
Desearte asi es un vicio
Del cual nunca me curare
Amor quedate...
De ganas yo me enfermo
Cuando tu amor no tengo
Hasta escuchar tus pasos
Y verte entre mis brazos
Me siento preso
Que largas son las horas
Cuando tu te demoras
Me vuelvo loco, esperarte me mata
Oh amor quedate, quedate
Quiero mas de tus besos
Necesito tu cuerpo
Hasme el amor
Matame de placer
Amor quedate, quedate
Desearte asi es un vicio
Del cual nunca me curare
Soy adicto a tu boca
A como me provocas
A tus ojos de cielo
A tu risa y tu pelo
A tu forma de ser...
Adicto a tu querer...
Oh amor quedate, quedate
Quiero mas de tu besos
Necesito tu cuerpo
Hasme el amor matame de placer
Amor quedate, quedate
Desearte asi es un vicio
Del cual nunca me curare
Amor quedate...
The Meaning:
Stay, my love
I don't want you to go
The night is still young.
I wish I could save
each one of our moments
in this bed
How long the hours are
when you take long to come back
I just go crazy
To wait for you kills me
My love, stay
I want more of your kisses
I need your body
Make love to me, kill me with pleasure
My love, stay
To desire you like this is an addiction
that I'll never be cured of
My love, stay
I get ill of so much longings that I feel
when I don't have your love.
Until the moment that I hear your footsteps
And see you in my arms,
I feel myself prisoner
How long the hours are
when you take long to come back
I just go crazy
To wait for you kills me
My love, stay
I want more of your kisses
I need your body
Make love to me, kill me with pleasure
My love, stay
To desire you like this is an addiction
that I'll never be cured of
My love, stay
I'm addicted to your mouth
Oh how you provoke me!
Oh your eyes blue as the sky
Oh your smile and your hair
Oh your way of being
I'm addicted to your love
Amor quedate quedate
I want more of your kisses
I need your body
Make love to kill me with pleasure
Amor quedate quedate
Wish you well is a vice
Which never curare
Amor quedate
The young, naive Smitty is sent to prison for six months; Cathy, his girlfriend, watches as he disappears behind the bars and barbed wire. He’s assigned a cell with Queenie, a balls-out drag queen, Rocky, a quiet but cocky con, and Mona, a young gay man who ministers to Rocky. Some intense shit goes down.
It was early morning and the end of the month. I was stressed at night before, so i kinda over slept. i opened my eyes and right to the bathroom to take a shower and then dressed, finally i saw the watch.
“Crap,,,,! it’s already 9:30…. oh,,, now what, i am late” i curse my self then i took my bag in hurry and hit the door and jump to my motorcycle. I Did rode as fast as i could to arrive at office as soon as possible. However when it comes to hurry there must be many mistake occurred.
I almost had the accident twice, passed the traffic light, and finally got caught by a cop for it, for passing through the traffic light.
While the cop was busy on asking too many questions about this and that, at the time, i really didn’t have any kind of feeling like scared or afraid of something. Maybe, it because i was in hurry so my adrenaline really worked. I even checked him out from his well-built body, and his cute face,, i bet the cop was around 30’s and i could guess that he was still not married yet coz i couldn’t find a ring around his finger, His skin was so bright.
“Well, Mr.Leo you can go now” a simple sentence came out from his mouth that i could go to continue my journey to where i was about to go. However before that he also warned me to be careful coz next time he might have to arrest me for sure.
I was so confused at that time coz as far as i know, mostly in the kind situation, i had to pay some administration stuff. But instead he just gave me a smile and went off.
Well since there was no problem anymore so i continue riding to the office.
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When i opened the door and straight to my desk, i could see my boss a little happy and smile. i feel a bit weird. What was going on with him? why did he look so happy? so i approached him and then instead of asking for forgiveness for coming late; i make a joke by saying “It looks like someone in the mood?“
“Yeah,,, in the mood to fire you. i’ve been waiting for this kind of moment but i just have the courage to do it now?” so that’s why he has been smiling for.
I tried to find some reasons to win his heart but seemed like i’ve messed up. so yeah that’s my story at that day.
I had no choice, so i just packed up what belonged to me and then went to say good bye to some colleagues of mine at the office and headed out to the park.
I spent a few moments at the park just to re-evaluate what i had been through; What i have learn from every mistakes i made, and for my future; what should i do and don’t for the next me. I thought that i need a change.
Hanging around in the park, watching some kids running around, some couples, some families it really helped me with the problems that i’ve been through. Suddenly my mobile phone rang.
Mr.XX: Hello, Mr.Leo
Me   : Yes, sorry who am i speaking to?
Mr.XX: Oh yeah, sorry I haven’t introduce myself, I am Kyle. … the cop who caught you this morning..
Me  : Oh yeah,,, Mr.Kyle. Is this about what happened in the traffic light?
Mr.XX: Oh no,,, maybe. well so if you have time, i need to see you at Ambarukmo Plaza (AMPLAZ) at lunch today?
Me  : Oh OK, no problem.
Mr.XX: Well, see you there. Bye
At the moment i was so curious about what was that about? Why the cop wanted to meet me? Was this related to what happened that morning? What was i suppose to do? Lots of question came up on my mind. Well only one way to find it out.
I looked at my watch and it showed 10:30 AM so i decided to move coz the park and Ambarukmo Plaza is far enough so i thought that i better move to avoid the traffic jump.
== TO BE CONTINUED ==
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Just an ordinary guy, who loves to show care and love to anyone who needs it: through stories that i wrote. I hope you like it. I like writing some romantic gay love stories. i also like complementing people, reading novel, watching romantic movies, chatting with some friends on facebook and also on my blog.
"Love is all i have and what i can give..."
~ Lau
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